Waiting

It's Wednesday and I have not had one call this week about job opportunities, and I am starting to get impatient. I don't think I would care so much if my bank balance wasn't so desperate.

I really love staying at home full time with Katie and being around in the afternoons to pick up Eric and do homework, baseball practices, cub scouts, PTA stuff, etc. I am beginning to wonder how I can ever be happy going back to work when I now know what I will be missing out on.

Unfortunately though, I can't live in my house for free and I have too much debt to pay off still. Something has to change, but I can't figure out my next step yet. Moving seems the most likely. :(

All I really know is that I wish I had found the church a few years earlier so I could have had the counsel of the prophets. It seems so logical now...live within your means...what a profoundly simple idea! Too bad I was corrupted by societies idea of a successful lifestyle and now have to struggle to free my family from the control of our debts.

OK, enough complaints. I am stressed but I am also more happy than I have been in my whole life. I realized last night at the RS birthday dinner how much I appreciate all the wonderful people in my life and how much having an eternal perspective really makes everything alright.